Monday, 5 December 2011

Stickin' To It

      I am beginning to think it is time for some me time, and time for me to figure out who I am. I have no clue who I am at all. I know I like some things but I have no hobbies, no main interests, just my dorky quirks. I want to belong to something. Something fun and exciting that makes me crave more of it so I finally stick to something. I had this problem while I was a wee little winker too and all through my childhood. I tried piano and I didn’t stick to that, but I can pick at it enough and I would know what I was doing. I tried guitar, liked it, but I didn’t stick to it enough to learn any songs. Tried Girl Guides, it was a struggle to stay in it but I did all the way to receive my Canada Cord then quit. I went to a soccer practice and realized I was so out of shape that I shouldn’t drag a team down so I didn’t go back again. I tried Badminton in grade 5 and I would go to the before school practices and everything, I loved it, but it was a school thing and I was taken out to be homeschooled in grade 6 to 12. I picked up quilting and I loved it, but I haven’t done that in a very long time. Creating creatures from polymer clay, I love that but I have never finished a project.
    Yes ma’am, I have tried quite a few things and I have stuck to nothing. It’s time I start something and hold onto it and not let go. Blogging is the latest I am trying, and I am also trying weight loss. If I can stick to my weight loss and actually lose weight then I will finally accomplish something in my life. With blogging, I can never complete it, but I can stick to it and it makes me happy to share my life with others.
     I did stick to my move to Iqaluit; I didn’t give up when I couldn’t find a job right away so maybe I have stuck to something. Maybe I have stuck to something else, Thomas. We have had a lot thrown at us and it would have been a lot easier to walk away but, I didn’t. I stuck it out because it was worth it J I’m so glad I did too..

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